Had a really bad day yesterday. Accidentally erased my whole thesis from my hard drive. Forgot to back that shit up. Then I found out my family dog has cancer. Decided I needed to LET GO. Not care about life, or what’s right and wrong, what I’m supposed to do—just needed an ESCAPE.
Went out for a night on the town with my girls. Got a little tipsy. Lost my girls. Found some dudes. They were really nice.
When I was tired/wasted they held me up. They paid attention to me when I was feeling down. They helped me with my clothes when I got hot. They shared their vodka with me when I needed it. I feel like I finally found some true friends who will really BE THERE for me when I need them.
I knew they were true friends because even when I was like beyond SLOSHED they helped me to consume more drink. Couldn’t even stand up straight/hold my mouth open on my own. But they stood by/on/with me. They knew the night had to go on. We had to party. We were having a good time.
I don’t really remember what happened after that. I just kind of let myself go/went with the flow.
Saw this dude taking the pictures of me–the ones you see here. Pretty sure he is a law student. He put these up on facebook for me (thanks chad!). Glad everyone was having a good time. I sure was. Felt a little OUT OF IT, but glad I had people helping me stay grounded/carry me thru the bad times.
Did not know where I was when I woke up. But it was OK. I got to remember the night via these pics. I knew I had fun even if I didn’t remember having it. Thanks to all my new friends!!!!! love youz